My boyfriend went away for the weekend without me, which was no big deal. He said he just needed to get out of the city and be with his buddies. While I had a bad feeling about it, it ended up being so much worse than I could’ve imagined.
1. THINGS HAD FELT OFF FOR A WHILE.He suggested going away for the weekend at the worst time in our relationship. Things hadn’t been right for a few weeks, which made me more apprehensive. It was more of a feeling that things were going sour between us than anything concrete, so I tried to convince myself I was being paranoid and be chill bout it.
2. I WANTED TO FIX THINGS BUT HE WANTED TO GET AWAY WITHOUT ME.I’d been hoping to get away for the long weekend with my boyfriend, maybe to a gorgeous glamping location or to a nature reserve so we could reconnect and chill. Our schedules were hectic and that was just making it feel like it was harder to really connect. I felt a bit dissed when he said he wanted to get out of the city with his friends. What about me? I could’ve also done with a break! Besides, that totally screwed up my plans of wanting to organize quality time with him.
3. I HAD TO LET IT GO.I couldn’t fight with him about it—that would be crazy. I tried to tell myself that maybe time apart could be a good thing. It would make us miss each other, or at least I hoped so. At the back of my mind, I always had the fear that he’d take time away from me and realize that he didn’t want to be with me, but I tried to squash it. It was just one damn weekend! relationships,relationships,relationships